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Name: Keda
Country: United States
State: South Carolina
Metro: Columbia
Gender: Female
Interests: Anime 4 sho (thanx 2 this 1 chick 1 kno...), music (rap, hip hop, r&b, rock -Linkin Park is freakin awesome!), skating (not roller blading, roller skating), fanfiction (cant really write em but love 2 read em), adult swim on cartoonetwork (especially inuyasha and the boondocks). i'm lovin me some guys 2. not so much literally as figuratively cuz im tryin 2 keep my v-card...oh and readin is cool 2.
Expertise: definitely skatin, writin poetry (cuz i b gettin mad as hell sometimes and need 2 vent w/o beatin the crap out of some1), sleepin at almost all the wrong times, singing (thts wht they tell me), acting (they tell me that too), and i play violin real well...
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  greysolace346
Yahoo:  daemon_chica
Member Since:
7/15/2005
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| hey guys. though most of my close people are no longer using xanga, i think will. i mean, isnt it awesome?? SOO...um, some stuff has happened since i last posted. at least, im hopin some stuff would have happened since then. i mean, when was the last time?? anyway...i cant complain much about my life at the moment, which is really a shame cuz its kinda boring now XP. but i hav written a few poems. the total number is really a shame considerin how often i used to write them, but still... here's one to whet the appetite: Vulnerable
Standing before the relentless crowd Naked Fears and weaknesses exposed for all to see Flaws magnified to excruciating degrees Nowhere to hide Your mask lying broken at your feet Wanting nothing more than to turn and weep To flee from reality Inadequacy sinking in As you wait for this judgment to finally end And yet they gaze on Wondering if dreams and hopes can ever mend Feeling more vulnerable than you can comprehend And yet they gaze on Bowing your head to escape the stares But painfully aware that they’ll always be there Because you let them Burrowing deep within your soul To hide a part that they’ll never know Keeping it from them
But now unable to save yourself so wht ya think?? | | |
| you know, its one of the scariest things in the world to realize that you're losing your imagination. i noticed it the other day whn i couldnt imagine that my house was infiltrated with spies (dont ask). i mean, i read PLENTY of books and watch EVEN MORE animes that have far-fetched plots, yet my own mind is lacking. and we all know tht that's not good. so i decided to write another story in addition to the one i mentioned last time. the only catch is that its gonna b kinda cliche + somethin tht i cant stand 2 see - a Sess/OC fic. for all of you non-fan-fic readers, that means that its a pairing of Sesshoumaru from Inuyasha and a character of my own creation. i hate those kinds of stories from other people but im rather resolute with this one...except that i havnt written on it nearly as much as i would like to. i kno how its gonna end and how imma get to the ending, i just cant find the drive to sit and continually write. i have a new respect for the authors whove written MANY MANY long chapters. KUDOS 2 U ALL (by the way, whatever happened to that candy?). and u kno, im thinkin its time 4 a new layout. anyone agree?? oh, and by inspiration of a dear friend of mine, i might create another xanga for my poetry...u kno how im tryin 2 get ppl 2 read... AND anothr thing b4 i go: ive gottn like 2 offers to act and/or model in the past week. i was trippin out when i got the letters in the mail. one of the things i wasnt able 2 attend, but the other is an offer to be in the national american miss pageant in august. imma let u kno now tht ive never been in a pageant and never planned on it...but it looks pretty fun. and since they sent me somethin last year, im thinkin tht if they want me 2 participate enough 2 send me somethin 2wice then they must really want me there. so imma try 2 go. OH, and im formulatin a goal list for this year. ill talk bout it @ a different time, tho... LATR!!
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| HAPPY NEW YEAR!! like i care if u all hav a new year...OF COURSE I DO!! i just dont hav as much enthusiasm as i am exibiting in my CAPS LOCK... anyway!!! how were u guys' breaks? hope they were good. i kno a bit about some of urs, but not all and im kinda curious... u kno, im writin a story. no joke. i strtd early november but am just finishin up the 2nd chap. procrastination + map generation...but im thinkin its gonna turn out pretty well. if any of you wanna read, i could email. im lookin 4 a little feedback on it at the moment... man, i got my DNAngel DVDs for Xmas and was TOO happy. i was trippin out and virtually locked myself in my room to watch them. the only problem was tht my sistrs + i had already plannd on watchin nef's Pirates 2 DVD tht she had gottn at the same time (orderd on Amazon). it was still amazing. love tht movie + luv tht anime. its CRAZY GOOD!! yall should check it out. i might be willing to lend it out...sena... man, im pretty sure i mentiond him b4, but i still got a nice lil crush on my friend's cuz...tht should turn out interestingly...hopefully...only downside is tht i dont see him often...lives in orangeburg... ANYWAY, so how's life treatin u? | | |
| I LOVE the song La Vie Boheme from Rent. listenin 2 it now. havnt seem the movie n its entirety yet, but ive heard tht song + am in LOVE with it. also love Shorty Like Mine (Bow Wow feat. Chris Brown) and My Love (Justin Timberlake). U KNO!! latr ^_^ | | |
| i went to the region orchestra performance 2nite. it...was...AMAZING!!!! im so glad tht i kno so many ppl n tht orchestra so i can jumpon tht SHEET MUSIC!!! and guess wht? i askd Ji 2 teach me some CELLO!!! mayb he could teach me aftr KCPC on fridays... ooo and im thinkin tht an old friend of mine may hav a bit of a crush on me. actions + words got me suspicious...thtd b supr INTRESTNG... and guess wht? right now, i got online so i could get inspirations 4 names with which i could name my islands, rivers, mountains, lakes, and cities. see, im writin this almost random story (not really) and decided 2 create my own island 2 go wit it. jus startd 2day and am n almost desperate need of names 4 stuff. so...im off! oh, but i got 2 talk 2 my half-sis 2day. it was AWESOME!! imma call my othr half-sis on sun (basically 2day now) and check n on her. and all last week, ive been noticin how much ppl actually look out 4 me @ school. especially my friend Brian. ppl think tht we could b siblings and his protetiveness of me just supports their theory. i dont mind tho. he helps 2 keep me from gettin raped by this 1 guy...+ frm gettin colds...and trips out whn im not there @ school...dont get me wrong, he has a girlfriend (she is awesome 2!!!) and im not tryin 2 get wit him. shoot, thtd b creepy... and im mad @ my friend DaRon cuz somethin is wrong wit him + HE WONT TELL ME!!! i promise u, imma CUT tht boy!! but i loves him ^_^. tis my buddy. and 2 many ppl these days think i look cute wit some guy or anothr. but thts a discussion 4 a latr time... | | |
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